Some days it just seems like too much. I get so irritable I don't even want to be around myself. I feel like I'm always regretting every decision I make. I tell myself that I need to just live in the here and now and be more confident with my decisions but it's easier said than done.
Ever since my Dad passed away I sometimes get swept away with the memories. It's like I start thinking about him and I feel like I can't breathe. I've been thinking about last Thanksgiving a lot and I keep remembering answering the door and finding my Mom & Dad there and I knew almost immediately that something was wrong. That's the day I found out that he was sick again. The next day he walked with me to take Alex to school and I told him that he had to be o.k. because Jude was so young that he wouldn't remember him. My Dad said that it didn't matter because he got to meet Jude. That was the first of many tough conversations that I would have with my Dad.
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